How do you find out what it is that you love? In terms of life pursuits? There are many things I’ve tried that I thought I was in love with and that I’ve later become disillusioned with. Maybe that disillusion comes from my faith and perspective issue, but I dont think its just that.

Thank you for writing.

If you listen to people, they will tell you what you’re good at, what you love, what your career is supposed to be, because they intuitively know. If you take a cross reference of a number of people in terms of what they say about you, you may have to write it down, go back, look and remember what they said, you will have a better idea of what path to take. And if you can’t remember, start now, listen attentively to what people say about you, good or bad, write it all down.

They may tell you you have certain personality traits. There are certain personality traits that are in line with certain hobbies, professions, and careers. When you put this all down you will be able to see your strengths and your weaknesses.

Also, analyze yourself right now and see what is it that you would love to do for the greater part of your day if you could do anything you wanted to do. Not worrying about whether or not you get paid for it or not paid for it, not worrying about whether people would say you’re stupid, insane, immoral, whatever, just write it down. Its going to be hard to write some of this down, because deep down inside, you might just want to be a debaucherous wretch. Either way, just write it down. Over time you’re going to see certain ideas and characteristic traits that surface and overlap over and over again.

Know that when you put your mind to coming to a solution, theres an automatic mechanism in the human being that will solve that problem. You have to sincerely ask that question, and that question will seem to automatically come, and it’ll come when you least except it. It might come in a dream, so write all your dreams down. It might come in a moment of relaxation, in the middle of an activity, or in a moment of great anger, but you have to be intuitively ready for the answer because it will come.

If you have a person who can work through this with you, they can assist you, but people who have that skill are rare.